A Happy New Year♡ I hope that 2012 finds you wonderful and happy time. My New Year’s resolution this year is to give everyone my love. The love is peaceful, kindness and giving someone dreams. I believe this love having the kind of a strong power. I should give power of love to my family, my love and my friends from now on. They make us happy and smile♡
In the TV Drama series namely “Spector Bem” , Bem cries out “I want to become a human, and live my life as a human being” being ashamed as what he really is. In my case, I want to become “a woman” instead. However in general, men in the world might misunderstand this to be a sensual description, I do not at all actually mean so. What I wish to be at present, and what I constantly would like to make myself to be in the future is ” A Woman Being”
” A Woman Being” that remains enigmatic, that’s what I am most interested about, that is much more interesting to me than what men would appear to be in the world. Such a taste of mine and interest of myself give much influence to my personal life. I perform to be a woman I do not know with her drama that might have nothing to do with me when I sing a song, and at the time I can feel her in me even when I just slip my arms into the costume.
Every day, I can become a different woman, and each day my stride makes different length, and each time I am in the train I create myself variant. From sometime in the past I do not remember, I might have began to play someone else in my natural manner under some situations and with distinct circumstances. That is to me, so inartificial that I do not even recognize which one of these characters is my true self. Narcissus, who is only allowed to encounter himself ever in the mirror of the water , probably has met him finally in the bottom of the pond, where he vanished into. In the meantime, I am committed to become a positive ” woman being” who can state “Oui” to my own way of life, that is my destine to the Year of 2012.
